you are my sunshine

2010-07-21T02:28:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

I'm so tired of staring at the wall
But I know I got to put you down because i loved you so.

And I keep trying to make sense of it all
But I can't keep going around and around because i loved you so.

2010-07-17T15:18:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

why do i feel that things has changed in such a short time.
i don't know what's wrong but i can feel.

and do i know you? the many sides of you?
do you know me?

i know it's not what we thought we were.

but how can i escape without crying
how can i run without falling down.
who will catch me if i fall?

2010-07-05T20:24:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

i woke up this morning thinking how long can a love last?
why will it change?

i shall start with yesterday. feeling arty and acomplished doing jeline bbirthday board.
Haven't felt so arty since i graduate.

headed to rsw to watch Voyage de la vie.
gorgeous show.
awesome costume.
make me feel like persuading overseas for thearetical costume design.
maybe the me in the past would go without thinking but now i am afraid.
fabulous outline of show thou !
dinner with XG and i am missing him now.

was like rushing my art scene reports yesterday at the thirteen hour
i thought the submission was on wednesday !
camped and XG house finished up and went to school today for submission.
i was 11 mins late thhou.
went back to his arm and fell asleep and here i am typing this and his off to work.
i have been sending out resume today and i hope i get a reply tomorrow !

i miss him

2010-07-03T12:48:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

It's a saturday and i am at kei's house using her mac typing this having said this means i have skipped school.

was having dinner at taka with cas and ming and the next thing i was flooded with the knowledge of mahjong.

just some thoughts in my mind.

when you want to know something why couldn't they ask the person rather than asking a third party? how do i ever suppose to know where no one really talked to me.

maybe i am just so untrustable .

if i could change what the god create us as, i'll give man instinct to feel another man and stop hurting or rather irritating them.

Germany Versus Argentina.

GERMANY PLEASE WIN. big fat love !

2010-07-02T05:47:00.003+08:00

blog revived.
i guess it's really important to jot down memories and feelings afterall. even if no one cares. cause i do.

New Goals for revival.

one, keep on living
two, believe in myself
three, be responsible
four, smile
five, never give up on things that make what i am

Today , the first day of july 2010.
feeling fresh.
i miss him.
typing this at 6am in the morning doesn't seem quite normal.
been to work , fusion. what can i say? i need to earn bucks.
need to rest. sleep is the most beautiful thing that could ever happen.

2009-05-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

i am sick ):
and the rain yesterday got me worst. fook

things that happen these few days :

chomp chomp with lux kei steph jas and her friend

the next day bought fifi to groom. and i ended in the rain.
but fifi was so cute. ~ love you forever my darling.

i feel so miserable ! ~

HAHAHAHAHAH!

LIFE !

2009-05-24T00:56:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

i miss clubbing !

yesterday went aunt house in the morning.
i love my aunts.

went bugis find jeline and sam.
watch NIGHT AT THE MUESUM 2.
OMG, if you nv watch it u will regret it.
ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY.
its the best comedy until now. HAHAHAA. ben stiller is forever funny in his own way

went for dinner at er whats the name i forgot. lailainuroumian!

huiting cabbed over and joined us.
went mind's cafe.
repeat pete is so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fun day ! ( in a way. maybe it's better if..................) AHAHAHAHAHA!

oh and there is a 13th horoscope ! after jeline told me i went home and research !
its called the SERPENTAURIS.
its so cool lah. but a new horo means some people's horoscope changes !.
kei became a serpentarius ! so cool!
huiting became a capricorn
jeline's a gemini
sister a picsces.
BUT Y AM I STILL A SAGITTAURIUS? HAHAHA.
but since i love sagi its still ok. HAHAHA.

ARIES = APRIL 19 - MAY 13
TAURUS = MAY 14 - JUNE 19
GEMINI = JUNE 20 - JULY 20
CANCER = JULY 21 - AUG 9
LEO = AUGUST 10 - SEPTEMBER 15
VIRGO = SEPTEMBER 16 - OCTOBER 30
LIBRA = OCTOBER 31 - NOVEMBER 22
SCORPIO = NOVEMBER 23 - NOVEMBER 29
OPHIUCHUS = NOVEMBER 30 - DECEMBER 17
SAGITTARIUS = DECEMBER 18 - JANUARY 18
CAPRICORN = JANUARY 19 - FEBRUARY 15A
QUARIUS = FEBRUARY 16 - MARCH 11
PISCES = MARCH 12 - APRIL 18

and for today, i am sick ! its so unfair !
just because i ate kitkat with choc icecream ytd night !

so i was bedridden the whole day.

tmr shall be good (:

below are all my cam whoring HAHAHAA

2009-05-22T01:27:00.002+08:00

Butter facted with kei steph lux jasmine and eym.

the music is cool no great but the queues are so damn pissing people off.
i cannot believe i saw KD ! and my pri2 best friend. kityee!
fun day. i miss clubbing !
there was like 2 drunken tt went crazy. one almost vomitted on us and one dance like a bitch. HAHA.
oh and its so damn hot ! HAHA.
CLUB ! my head just keep playing boom boom pow. STOP!

OH YA THE BOUNCER. he checked everyone and when it's my turn he dun wan to check.
DO I LOOK SO OLD ! GOD ! SAD!

for today , went mall find them agn ! we are meeting like couples. HAHA.
kei gonna be red headed and steph gonna be purple headed.

and i went fareast find huiting for shopping !

!!!!!!

i am so high ! FOOK.

2009-05-17T01:59:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary,

shall begin with yesterday
met up with ting at mall. dined in at cafe cartel.
had a haircut at twister. and omg i cut bangs ! and it makes me wanna bang the wall !
turn around and a new friend is found. XE is my new friend.
but ! i don't know how to say. HAHA
headed to fareast. met kei and eym. shop and shop.
then went cine and saw jasmine. then like less than a min saw my sis. singapore ah singapore. can you be biggeR?HAHA

huiting , i'll give you my 500g of strongness. be strong !

TOday
met up with jeline. you did well !
and i am going out with a office lady. HAHA.
KBOX ! sing shout scream.
till we have no voice left. and we decided to leave for dinner at subway.
and i have been kp ing the whole day that the girl inside that photo is not me. bangs ! i shall addapt soon.

and i am yawning non stop. from 3 days ago. is my brain process really slowing down? shit.

and and me and kei is so jealous after BBF was casted in channel u today. MY JIHOON and her JUNPYO. feels like more people likes them. makes us jealous !

see that nerd in the middle. HAHAHA!

eym and ting

we look alike !

the office lady k ing songs. AHAHA

OMG ! this photo is my favourite can. love it. i look like a real pig !

2009-05-15T01:00:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary

EE KAYY YAA today
dined . we ate like 3 hungry ghost.

then we treated ikea as our playground.
had fun ! but i keep yawning again today.

i wonder is holidays slowing down my brain processes.

I MISS SCHOOL. ):

meow ! barkbark !

team rocket blasting off again ~

the joke of the day.( we didn't pose that on intention thats the funniest part)

2009-05-14T03:17:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

met up with steph eym kei at tampines. dined and slack over at steph house.
the amount of clothes is equivalent to the amount of clothes the ' confession of a shopaholic' has man.
so we decided to play styling game. and draw our eyeliner like amy winehouse. HAHAHA.

then we went bishan and slacked with jasmine.
and we all concluded that this world is so disgusting. HAHA.

had fun today ! we are finallly out of of depression rotting at home !

2009-05-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary !

i only can say i am living in a fucking small island.
how i wish people can just fuck off my life. be it when it is indirectly too.

but whatever. ! oh ! i found a fuckign flea on fifi can. i 'll
kill you ! don't ever think of hurting fifi !

went bugis with mom. walked and dined.

i want go phuture and butterfactory !

lifting up my life (:

2009-05-11T02:41:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary !

Merry Mother Chicken Day !
tribute to my sweet mom:

mom, you only received gifts from us on 2 days in a year which was ur birthday and mother's day. but we received gifts from you everyday. your love. it's been so hard for you to act as a mom as well as a dad, from doing laundry to fixing water pipes. we love you !

i love subway . so ! i grab sis and went compass to subway ! i am craving it now again ! ~

bought a cake for mom. and its delicious ! sweet munch can never ever leave me. thats why i am the size i am now. I NEED TO RUN.

and went point and bought ingredients for eastern style macroroni for mom.

so we cook and cooked. and tada ! it's damn edible .

and below are some random pictures i took , slightly overdue photos and 2 photos of ben i handed up for my portraiture asignment.

double 0 night. yes it seems so wrong . HAHAHA

after gareth pugh show. anna !

olsen, diana , louisa.

diana louisa. Gareth is so hot !

otw to compass

TADA. our eastern style macroroni

my forever darling

unrest

keeeiiii

collide

eeeyymm

routine

miracle

2009-05-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary

i miss blogging so much !

for a matter or a fact , I DECLARE HOLIDAYS !

YAHHOO. but still, we have to find internship ~

assessment was cool. bad good whatever. it doesn't even matter now !
WOO

but for some reasons I LOVE YOU KONG ! HAHAHA

i just imagine i amm in holidays now ! FOOK

THURSDAY, assessment day.

watched GARETH PUGH fall/winter 09/10 fashion show
my god. he is fucking good. the intro that makes my hair stood still. the music the clothes !
my new love ! GARETH PUGH. and he is fucking hot. AHAHAHA
i love that metallic and black shift dress. the sheer long black dress andand and the needles ! brilliant ! god i can't get him off my mind.

after that went DOUBLE O with JAS KEI EYM LUX STEPH
club club club ! WOO . next week power house ! HOLIDAYS~
vomitted after a bumpy taxi ride.

i am loving holidays !

photos soon ! i noe its boring without photos ! HAHAHAHA

2009-04-25T12:49:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary !

wow was the word.
i never been so tired?
but busy feels good. SHIOK AH ! hahahas

we camped in sch till night almost everyday.
sew sew sew. and my final men's top is completed. left pants.

some lecturer has been added to my 'fuck lah' list
some lecturers has been added to my' fuck good' list.

visual merchandsing was down.

gerber was hell. i need to redo all. one more week left !

phoography was dying. i don't how to take humans. my god.
western painting final a2 size was not even started. HAHA.

2009-04-21T02:16:00.002+08:00

i hate monday like usual . monday is bluey ~

he said i can't do children's wear ! argn.

saddening.
and the fucking knit machine just wouldn't thread and i can't sew my final !
and i have to let him see on wed !?

and VM. who the hell can teach me how to draw in perspective. i was never a 3d kinda person. SAVE ME

16 more days ! to the end of all these coolness.

andand 7thmay GARETH PUGH SHOW. excited ! loving him ! still rmb yr one i used to be scare of him. HAHA. time flies !

and i am going to have my handsome sleep now. NIGHT MOTHER EARTH

2009-04-19T16:28:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary.

blogging has been tough cos was really busybusy !

some said that i have changed since last year.

i didn't even realise it until they said it.

people change. so do i.
but when i even realise whats in me, i am missing the last year me.
if life was only 500g how good would be be.

i just wan to live for my dream , family and friends.

i hope my friends and family could accept the change in me which i dunno what.
maybe istart neglecting things. i am so sorry for things i said or did or whatever that hurt somepeople somewhat somehow.

SUNDAY SUCKS LAH. its hot and moody !

i shall blog real soon. 3 more weeks !

i have so many to say but the weather is just fucking hot. HAHA

2009-04-10T04:36:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary !

i have been wanting to blog since monday but was very busy. holidays coming !
1 more month !

monday was damn angry with pd tt i wanted to kill him. i have been redo ing and redoing.
just fcukup. i am really stressed up with pd.

tuesday was good. went shao mu. sweep grave. a year passed, again.
watching the roses covered in grey ashes from last year, it proved that time was evil. hahaha.
we will always love you, dad !
then we went tampines to meet aunt. dined together and shopped.
i love family day always (:

wednesday was western painting and photogrpahy.

western painting is going final.
a2 painting of things and landscape.
sounds fun .
when did i became so artie? haha

photography was headache-ing throughout.
portriature seems very difficult.
humans are the toughest to be photographed i think.
humans are fake. they don't show real feelings like objects did.
theres one children's photographer that i loved !

LORETTA LUX.
she takes photos that seems to be normal but u don't fee quite right about it.
something seems to be wrong. it takes a long time to realise that it was the proportion.
and the colour combination is just perfect .
loving her !

thursday which is just now was tiring.
went school for visual merchandising
then went arab for fabrics then walked to textile centre then walked allt he way bacj to school
steph eym kei jasmine luxuan. we feel so hardworking today.!yay!
we stayed in sewing room till like going 10pm.

oh btw i just woke up from a nap since i gt home. tired. hahaha!

i think i better go back to sleep now. its a good friday.

above was al tuesday when my sis go makeupless. HAHA

2009-04-05T02:56:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary !

MERRY 17TH MEIMEI

one week past !
like always its fast

monday pd pm.
susan is nice liek forever
kong , hmm well. he has his thinking i should say.
ideas gt rejected gt to redo. but nvm its life. HAHA

tuesday was the lelong in NAFA.
we din earn much but its fun !
and most of all we saw julie after such a long time !

wednesday western painting and photography
western painting was the same painting fruits. HAHA
photography makes me happy. photos . people . objects that i snapped. makes me happy.
OH
found out a photographer that i really admire. SALLY MANN.
her photos are just beautiful. i see a story in it. love her !
i am excited abt portraiture

vm was same. develop and develop

sewing was dying. hw can i ever finish sewing thw toile and final ! the tot of tt is just so irritating
gerber is another irritating sub. i jus want to fail it. is not tt i dun like it. its too much work. HAHA.

was celebrating my sis bday with mom at fish and co.
ordered tons of food and sis goes like ' don't eat the fries ! its a trap ! '
starch makes us full u see. AHAHHA

friday was out with jeline huiting and sis
watched ' SHINJUKU INCIDENT'
surprisingly is nice !!!
the story had depth . nice direction.
love daniel wu ! HAHA

was camping at hm the whole day and watch 'DETROIT METALL CITY'
L in death notes was the lead.
he look incredibily IDIOTIC.
but i thought it wwas funny. but the story realy dun mean a thing. HAHA.
funny in a idiot way (:

kei shown me a video that was the funniest thing on earth ! HAHAHA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFCSXr6qnv4

so funny ! it will make your day !

we hate green pepper !

KOIZORA.

mom surrendered

so did sis

the trap !

merry bday !stealing my sis cake

2009-03-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

refer previous post for post.

do we look alike?

2009-03-28T17:22:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary.

this post will be boring. photos update soon as jeline is in sentosa being chased by a walking merlion. HAHA

31st MARCH AT NAFA. STORE OPENING ! come and buy from us ! GLAZED. TUESDAY EVERYBODY.
i am yuyan and i am a shopaholic too.
watched ' CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC' ytd with jeline.
the online ratings are fake ! its damn nice ! lauhg ur ass off and drop some tears and feel the warmth ! HAHAHA.

school dominates my life. it makes me headache. sad. angry. dissapoint. negative. but whatever. i have to finihs it anyway.

i jus woke up from a 16 hours sleep. and jus becos its 16 i am having a bad headache now for slping too long.

went to clarke quey for photography class. CQ was boring !
arcylic paint was nice for western painting.
children's wear is difficult.i really dun like pd this sem.
susan was damn nice.
visual merchadising still as cool !
gerber is getting sucky.
sewing is tiring .
my school life is getting hopeless.

i came about this phrase'happy people makes me depress'
i never thought being happy could cause so much to others.
i just laughed smiled like no one business cos i dun wan to be sad but i din know someone could be hurt by it. life is so weird. well. i hope those who can't be happy could be happier. could laugh more. coud smile more.what will come would come. but after it came it will be overcome. rhymthes sia. HAHA.

fifi is cuter than ever and i love him. i am obsess in him and i am possessive over him. no one could say anything bad or beat him. cos my love for him includes his baddness . his everything (:
for once i was emo and i broke into tears as no one was home and fifi came by my leg and sat there looking at me without barking. my heart melts ! and i stopped. you are loved , fifi !

2009-03-21T23:13:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary !

i was feeling moody the whole damn day until i saw the DOUBLE FULL RAINBOW. its so pretty!
the rainbow sets in the orange sky. omg. it makes me feel like my life is not a waste ! least i saw the the coolest rainbow ever.

i don't know for what fk reason i was moody the whole day. maybe i can't breathe through the life i am having now?
one week past.
children's wear is difficult. i guess women's wear was still the best of all? HAHA.
skipped western on wed. handed in computerised techniques . satsified. HAHA

yesterday was with jeline and huiting. we make it a point to meet every friday if made possible.
for like a year or more we skipped horror movie cos we are really scared of ghost.
and i happen to suggest to catch COMING SOON.( we should really watch hotel of dogs instead)

let me narrate a story here.
we went in , the lights went out, i took out my jacket o cover my eyes, jeline joined into my jacket, huiting acted strong and said she does not want. and after like 1min, we said we should stop and go out now. HAHAHA.
BUT we din ofcourse. and ting swore she will never ever watch horror again. i think that goes the same for me. HAHAHA.

we went mind's cafe after that but its all packed so we went to eat rocher beancurd instead.
then went bugis arcade
then headed home. i called my sis when i reach my lift cos i was scared and 'crazy the movie is not scary la' she said. HAHAHA

OH ! and my BB CREAM IS HERE ! hee!

oh ma how can i forget. I cut my hair . hmm ok again. HAHA.
i need to cut every 2 months if not my heart feels itchy. HAHA.
tried REDs and bugis this time. and btw i am a salon hopper. maybe i could be a salon critque?
weng from reds is good . although the style was still the same but i felt different. HAHAHA!.

i am feelling happier now ! stop the rain ! i really hates rainy days.

slurps* heh heh

2009-03-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

DEAR DIARY! BEWARE. ITS AN EMO POST.

menswear its over. childrens wear was the next.

life has been on the verge.
school work flooding me.
staying overnights to do.
actually it doesn't feel that lonely staying overnight as FIFI is always lying beside my leg.
and when u looked out of ur windows, you actually see some lights are still on. it feels like others are also trying hard too. i am not alone.

afterall i stil have my friends and family there for me. they cheer me up in down times and give me a hand when i fall. THANKS !

i dun mind doing because since sec1 it has always be my dream to be in fashion.
(btw before that i was inspired to be a nursary teacher).
fashion is my whole life . but past few days, i have not been doing what i wanted.
he rejected my everything at the last min and i have to cope up a new theme which i totaly duno what i was doing.
i want to believe in myself but it just dun feel right.

above is just all my venting.
to conclude i will still hold on. i am the unbeatable fishball. bounces back to shape no matter hw reality squeezes me.

was out with jeline and huiting my 2 best buddies ever to IT FAIR. the crowd is sooooooo wow. HAAH.
went town too. oh! and tts my mom's polka dots jacket. loving it !

see whats see.

the butch and her girl. HAHA

2009-03-12T02:00:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldoOsnpMmlE&feature=related

this is so cute ! HAHAHA.

love lily allen ! ((:

i am lazy too blog !

went sch. meet jeline. find supplies . busybusy.

oh ! DEPARTURE is damn nice,
jap movie.
it was simple but somehow the movie translate the whole meaning super well.
and tmr swollen eyes !

nowadays movies all so sad !

2009-03-05T23:16:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary!

the weather is becoming worst. please save the earth !

i have reflected and decided to blog everyday again. HAHA

went work today. bored. fusion used to be a place where is hapy working but now it just sucks like dunno what shit.

tmr gt makeupclass ): 9 man. its not like it 2 or what. so early. such a sin to this nice sleeping weather. hahaha.

my god rihanna married chris? after all those abused. some girls just need to wake up.

as of aspire but oscar wilde. i started reading poetry man. HAHA. below would the poet of the day. ((:

Along

A scatter of cold cases
makes two separate strings.
Rival news hours mime discovery.
*
For so long we've been practicing—
unwrapping our surprise.
*
In heaven the soul is sheltered
from the expanse of time.
It contracts to a point of light
or spreads out "all along" like a wave.
*
The real is what can't escape

2009-03-05T00:02:00.001+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/baabaapinksheep

2009-03-04T02:05:00.003+08:00

gosh ! its been so long since i blog.

alot happened.

i am in tutorial week but it dun quite feels like.
busy busy busy. busy with sch. busy with fun.busy nosing.

did a super huge frame for huiting.
set my inspiration on OSCAR WILDE. love him so much my god. even found a song about him.
photography is rocking part of my life now. can't believe i risked height for photography. went mt faber by cables. my god. HAHA

ohohoh! MARLEY AND ME is awesome ! . watched with samuel. SAD. and there goes my swolen eyes agian. i am loving FIFI More than ever. polariod is cool from sam.

i bought a squuezy camera online but i haven get film so i din used it yet.

i am drilling my brain to get what happen these few daysss.
i shall elaborate tmr. feeling tired can;t think HAHA. tmr kbox-ing with jleine! yahoo!

and photos soon ! posts get boring without colours. HAHA

2009-02-21T11:11:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary !

below would me my 11 days post in short.

v-day eve i was with huiting in J8
and v-day i was patheticaly working and everyone goes like
'aye u never go out with ur boyfriend ?' and i gave them the whatever face.
singlehood yoyo.

oh and fusion was like fogging pests on vday and whole fusion goes so blurry. and smelly.
andand i knew 2 angmos from holland.
am:whats is all these about?(refering to the smoke)
me:pests control stuff.haha
am:what kind of pests?like croach and rats?
me:YES THE EVIL RATS.

i can't remember what exactly happened these few days but i was in ikea with jeline.
ate, bought cups, hangers and jeline's hearty icecubes. HAHA
and jeline, below are the concequences for cam-whoring with my phone. HIAK.

we have kong's class. and we ramdomly took a class photo ! 11 fashionista and thats the full strength. HAHA.

and i remembered one day i was slacking with steph in clarkequey then bugis again.

and wednesday went to st james power house to celebrate LUXUAN 21st bday. oldest but shortest. HAHAH! cute thou ! HAHA
so i was there yo-ing with lux, steph, shenny, jas, kei and kei's ben.
was fun but the ang mos is irritating all of us. so tall then keep banging on us. F**K.
was fun ! ((:

thursday working and ytd went tp with jeline.
i love the western at mensa ! 8 floor of books lah the lib. amazed by the school.
maybe nafa was small but cozy thou !

oscar fever is on. MONDAY.
BENJAMIN BUTTON PLEASE WIN ALL THE AWARDS! HAHA.

the class photos.

after clubbing me.

the slackers of all time .

tp lib photos sessions.

jeline's concequences.

clubbing's fun.

smoky fusion

cam whore me .

v-day eve

2009-02-10T16:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary!

this post is a tribute to THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON.

this movie touches the depth in human's emotions.
love, death, age, young, family,friends you made.
and it was the best movie i seen so far in my life.
a movie that makes my heart ache so much.

'Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance. '

'Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss. '

'I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. '

'Benjamin, we're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us? '

'You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go. '

'You never know what's comin' for ya. '

'Did I ever tell you I been struck by lightning seven times? Once I was just crossing the road to get the mail. '
this part was damn funny.

'Sometimes we're on a collision course, and we just don't know it. Whether it's by accident or by design, there's not a thing we can do about it.'
i like the flow of this scene. when he start talking about how one links to another.

this movie was a genius. the settings, the effects the cast is just so beautiful !

2009-02-09T16:04:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary !

was out with meimei , ting to ps.
was planning to watch BENJAMIN BUTTON
BUT its all sold out . so we ended up playing JUBEAT in arcade.
its damn fun lah ! must go try . i want to be a pro ! HAHA

yesterday went ting hse and feeling to sleepy sey
and was my FIFI BIG DAY. YAYAY. 1 year old.
i wish he never will leave me one day. the tot of he is getting older is ): !

and today , just returned home form school.
and and adn
going to watch 'THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON' LATER
YAYEE
HIGH.
i bought the ticket for 830 show at 1pm. HAHA. KIASHU ME. HEH

oh oh oh ! action city sell this really cool small lens for phone's LOMO !
i gonna collect them all !

oh and i like my phone's inner cam. cos its so blur. HAH

this was the lomo effect of the lens at action city. COOL RIGHT!

below was mine favorite photograpghs i took that day.

2009-02-07T14:30:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary !

wednesday's got western painting
oh and we finally stop painting apples and moved to glass bottles. HAHA
and photography was fun !
and i din bang ono the darkwall this time round. heh
photogram was awesome !
collected last week photogram. yayee

thursday was pissed. mother fucker shut your ass up.

yesterday was better. went out with je and ting.
queue for toto but oh well we din win any. HAHA
shopped. recession ! i am broke. i need to cut down my spending.
jeline is like curious and start taking photos with my phone's inner cam.
and below is the result of her curiousness. TEEHEHEHEHEHE.
and ting is like dun wan take photos cos she was in uniform.
BUT TEHEHEHEHE.

love you guys !
and how can i cut down my fats without having to stop eating? i love food )):

lover's tiff

jeline posing for my cam. in mist of dulans and sneezing

my favourite 3 photogram !

this was nice. ting exploring my slr but its nt focused. but cool sey ! HAHA

my fifi shaved. and i hate the groomer. make my dog have so many cuts. fucker.

2009-02-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary !

i should list out what i did in these few days.

bought a SLR cam D60 and got cheated by an uncle. ANGRY. curse his shop close asap.
but i am happy cos i love photography !
and and tomorrow got photography class ! yay !. can collect my photogram. woohoo.
hope i don't bang onto the wall like again.

went CITY ALIVE at st andrew's road.
with steph , jeline, elieen, val, pris
super many ANG MOs.
they are so high and warm. not like singaporeans. hahahas
an di got no photos on that day ! ):
the DJ is so bloody pretty. HAHA.

and i bought VIEWTY the kuku phone ytd.
i am on tight budget so bought tt kuku phone. HAHA
but so far so good !

and and i bought fifi for grooming today.
BOTAK. but i still love you (:

oh and and went windows hunting with jeline one day.
highend middle lowend. but i couldn't find any conceptual windows. ):

i guess thats all that happened.

are we going to paint apples still tmr? HAHA

oh ! and jeline was taking the freshkon balloons all the way till we met a cute child

best photos i took so far with my new cam !

ofcos my fifi

so indonesian arts on taka.

jeline ! i really love this photo. HAHA

mom !

mememe!

left my sis ):

2009-01-29T00:16:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary !

yay man humans.
Merry CNY mans

its been quite awhile since i blogged.
so i should brief thru.
did last min shop for cny clothes with je and ting
xiaozhuxuezhang cut his hair at clover. wth. so qiao?
go CLOVER for hair cut ! best ! keida! its at far east level 3 opposite WOODWOOD

and for cny. went msia. this year was cute. because yanru which is my niece is 4months old and its fcuk cute. ~~~~~ and photos upload later cos i dun get the photo yet.

today the 3rd day i have to go back school.
western painting
photography

photography is damn fun !
we make our own photogram and develop it in a darkroom.
and i made a new friend ! benjamin.HAHA.

oh and smth damn funny happen.
i didn't know my night blindness is so serious.
i banged onto the wall for 3 TImeS!. god. so stupid can. heng only the teacher saw. HAHHA.
but its fcuk fun ! i want to get a DSLR ! D90 ! )): MONEY !

western painting was still painting apples like always. HAHA

2009-01-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary !

yesterday had school and oh ! OPEN HOUSE . was helping out a lil today in the morning.

i think if you had passion for something, you just have to give it a try.

and i cut my hair to like real short. don't get deceived by the photos cos my fringe is long.
but mu backie is damn short. well. I AM NOT A BUTCH ! i love short hair HAHA

meet steph and jeline yesterday. shopped.

i replenished my makeup, lingerie, a shiny black legging, fedora, shades and my pay is gone. I HAVEN BOUGHT ANY NEW YEAR CLOTHES ): SAD

but above everything, i am contented with my life now. HAPPY =D

rose cheesecrumble with chocolate sauce. our creation. ! ( i stole the flower from sephora) HAHA

2009-01-13T20:38:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary !

school started.
i am very very interested in menswear but kong is different from what i know . rah

watched RED CLIFF 2 with sis jas daryl kw and another guy.
soso nice ! the whole show is so meaningful.
zhu ge liang is so bloody clever. HAHA

oh ya ! the cookie museum . at esplanade
they sell laksa cookies, chicken rice cookies and nasi lemak cookies.
MY GOD. and it really really taste like ! AMAZED.

2009-01-11T21:42:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary !

just bought my lovely fifi out for a walky
been rushing my pattern making project and helping je these 2 days.

and tmr is a brand new sem !

OH YA . watched PONYO !
its !@#$% NICE !
my favorite movie of 2009 till now. HAHA

ポニョ、ポニョ、ポニョ、さかなのこあおい　うみから　やってきたポニョ、ポニョ、ポニョ、ふくらんだまんまる　おなかの　おんなのこ

Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no koAoi umi kara yatte kitaPonyo Ponyo Ponyo fukuranndaManmaru onaka no onna no ko

2009-01-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary

I AM IN LOVE WITH

THINKING OF YOU--KATY PERRY

THE FEAR--LILY ALLEN

2009-01-05T19:32:00.003+08:00

Dear DIary!

today was my first day of school
pattern making vacation module
and i am 1 out of 5 that attended.
know 2 girls from FD and yiwen.
at leats its not that bad as i imagine.
wednesday test !
and project must be handed in next week.

princess-cut flare dress. master, intermediate, final, facing.

i bought another planner as mine was lost and bought a smily metal case.
can sky start raining cash rather than gunballs? HAHA

overdue camwhore photos. HAH

i lurfuu fifi, fifi lurfuu me~

2009-01-03T22:50:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary!

good good bye to 2008.
goodbye to misery or whatever shit i met.
2009 is here !
the fireworks at marina is so perfect! KIREI!
its so pretty that i wanted to be brave in 2009.
i will be happy
i will be brave
i will do my best.
i will have no regrets.
and the last min of 2008 and first min of 2009 was with JELINE.
went chill at clarke quey after the countdown and nr-ed home.

and i think i am quite in love with clubbing. HAHA
went power house with ting, steph, lux, kei, kei boy, jw and their friend.
so much much fun can !

before that was at clover as jeline cut her hair.
KDKDKDKD. so guilty of my hair can. i am so sorry !

monday school starts for me. I AM SAD.
i lost my planner i just bought and i am starting school.

abstract. HAHA

my favourite photo. credit to jeline

humans walking throught ERP.

2008-12-28T23:48:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary!

this post will be posting my cam whore photos

and the drama i have watched during my pox days.
you will be amazed.

i am really a japanaese film fan. their drama rock !

this show just started in taiwan. about a tomboy girl and a nerdy boy. and ya romance meet.

this show is funny! WO YAO HUHU~4star!

OH! MY GIRL! jap drama about a novelist wannabe guy and a small girl that came out over a night that is a young star. the guy acted in absolute boyfriend. KOTARO!3star!

GOKUSEN. i watch season 1, 2 and 3. damn nice. 1 is the best. about bad student that don't trust teachers but this girl over here try everything to protect her students.YANKUMI!4 star!

watched this before but i rewatched it. HANA KIMI JAPAN. best! with SHUN OGURI and IKUTA TOMA. 5star!

this show just stared in taiwan too. i love they 2 acting tgt. and this story plot is new from It Started with a kiss.DOREMI!4star!

I LOVE THIS SHOW. i just finshed. CELEB TO BINBO TARO.

really very nice. the girl is so so pretty and the guy is so so handsome.

its about a rich girl tt owns a fashion company and the guy is so poor that he eat bread skin everyday with 3 kids.

5star!

2008-12-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary!

was out with huiting today and yesterday
took neoprint and the machine is so addictive.
so cute lah !

went shop shop
ting bought her boy some stuff
and i bought a studded skirt and maybelline mineral thing waited for so long.

FUN.

we look so happy !

2008-12-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary!

SECMATES CHATLET

its been 2 years but i swear it feels like just yesterday that we sat in the same classroom.

had alot of fun !
watched YES MAN.
jim carrey rocks ! maybe stones~ ((:
mrs goh,koh,lai and mushroom head was there. mr tang is so funny in playign cheat. HAHA
argn i am alr missing the fun!. cards, chat, stayovers, arcade, pool. ):
4E1 2006 HOUGANG SECONDARY. YEAHOO~
wanyan, geradine,huiting,me and jeline

zy idea of posing

happy !

oh ya featuring this kitten then sit like a human. HAHA

2008-12-28T22:30:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary!

its been quite awhile since i blogged.
i think the whole world know i am down with chicken pox.
SO! say hello to my pox if you spot them . HAHA

firstly , my 18th BIGDAY
thanks to huiting and jeline that i didn't have to spent my 18th at home.
thanks for the book you 2 made. my god ! its so damn nice.
thanks for the heels i have been eyeing for ! i feel like i ahev stepped on step ahead to maturity YAY
thanks for the donuts as cakes as i cant eat cakes ! but i wanted to make some wishes.
i hope everyone around me will be happy (:
we kbox ed
watched TWILIGHT.
the best movie ! edward. i want to get involve with vampires !
i am so blissed to have you two beside me (:

i am happy ! 18th, well spent ! YOSH !

edited to hide my pox. they are impt to me (:

make a wish, make a wish ~

cut the donuts , cut the donuts~

2008-12-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

its been awhile yo!

down with pox. miserable.

thanks for those by my side.

and curse those who gossipped about my pox.

camped at home for 9days alr. but i feel enlightened!

everyday seems so beautiful.

and for my mom who been there everyday taking care of me, i love you!
for my mom and my lifelong dream, i will succeed in the fashion industry !

gogo YOSH!

2008-12-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

steamboated ytd

ran today with ting

and my arm is blue-blacked by a stupid football.

saw a dog damn tame !

her name is chio chio. CHIOBU. HAHA

and went mac with ting.

2008-12-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

i am so rotting at home today and i thought maybe i could just turn on my music player and go out enjoying peace alone.

so i was out and went to library to find novels and went artfriend to stock up my sketchbook and bought a Persian blue colored pencil cos the color was nice siol.

then went to fusion find my sis and cabbed home together.

paramore paramore paramore

2008-11-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

just went hougang mall with huiting.

accompany her buy her surprise stuff. HAHA

and i ate 2 huge GOMA seaeme ice cream from pepper lunch.

and my gastric is feeling so unwell now. feel like vomiting sia. damn.

and why is the world so unpeaceful?

war

terrorists

illness

heard that singapore AIDS cases is increasing at a speed that everyday there is at least one new case.

STOP AIDS.

2008-11-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

holidays are so so boring.

watched finish a new japanese drama ' ATTENTION PLEASE'

supa nice. so inspiring . cried.

its about being a cabin attendants. cabin attendants is a lot more than just serving tea in sky.

love it. i want to be a cabin attendant too ! but yes SLIM DOWN my god.

met huiting , her sis and jeline at mac.

slacked. fun !

life could be so simple but i am inspired everyday (:

last verse of DECODE. love this song. soso much.

There is something I see in you.

It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

2008-11-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

thou shall start with yesterday's happenings first.

was like working at the stupid fusio

then met up with jasmine, steph and luxuan. miss all ! school is missed too.

we hanged around cine and crapped.

and for today,

met up with ting and my sec school friend zhanyuan.

its been awhile.

we hanged around at bugis

photos and more photos.

slack at JCO. loved the strawberry donuts.

and we watched ' FOUR CHRISTMASES'

its damn funny.

Vince Vaughn is the guy acted in FRED CLAUS last year right ? ! its been a year? tt fast?

my god. he is forever so cute and a pro comedian

and the pretty Reese is perfect !

before i could even take a breath , time caught up and things have changed a million pace faster than i was.

and lastly DECODE. i really loved this song. and TWILIGHT.

Do you see what we've done? We've gone and made such fools , Of ourselves.

2008-11-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

met up with ting.

went novena then bishan to find retail job but i don't like the clothes !

then we went TP to find jeline.

and why is every polytech so huge compared to NAFA.

butbutbut i still love NAFA. small and cosy like a big family.

ate the canteen western. nice ! i will see you jeine every wednesday in your school. hahahas

slacked and tampines. so long since i been there.

and i missed ikea daily special )):

and home we go.

tmr work at fusion. dreadful.i don't like the atmosphere there anymore.

and lastly DECODE verse 3

yes paramore again.

The truth is hiding in your eyes, And it's hanging on your tongue

Just boiling in my blood, But you think that I can't see

What kind of man that you are, If you're a man at all

well, I will figure this one out, On my own.

2008-11-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

i have completed these 2 movies.
both korean.
romance. NICE !

Virgin Snow.
as you can see. there's LEE JOON KI. its abt he going japan to study and knew this girl from kyoto. beautiful story line.

100 days with Mr Arrogant.

its somehow like the male version of my sassy girl. but its nice ! sweet !

2008-11-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

my gosh . everyday is soso mundane !

sleep eat sleep eat . no wonder i feel like i am adding more pressure to the ground.

as for today, helped mom dyed her hair.

then went point and get grocery done.

oh i challenged the MEGA spicy but failed. end up pushing all the food to mom. hahas

and lastly bought fifi out to park for a walk.

he really dislike strangers.

but i love fifi !

and like always, DECODE

i hope paramore come to SG.

for the chorus

How did we get here? When I used to know you so well.

But how did we get here? Well, I think I know.

2008-11-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

met up with sam at yck . finally (:

went lido. talked crapped .

and watched a korean comedy

'THE GOOD,THE BAD,THE WEIRD'

my god. i thought it would be plain boring but

its damn funny ! the fat guy is damn funny ! HAHAHAS

and lastly

DECODE. by paramore.

i love paramore !

and TWILIGHT.

now the second verse of DECODE

Not gonna ever own what's mine, When you're always taking sides?

But you won't take away my pride. No, not this time. Not this time.

2008-11-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

went to pray with my aunt today.
new perspective. weird but maybe it take time?

and so sorry sam the boar . keep delaying our meeting.
TMR . i will fetch you at SPH. to see beautiful lights and photos (:

DECODE by paramore !

How can I decide what's right,When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight,All the time.

yes i am promoting this song again.
i just love PARAMORE.

and zac from paramore was 1990 kid too ! cool !

2008-11-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

i have a new japanese name with the help from kei ! JUNKO

kei meant respectful in japan

and junko meant pure. yay ! sounds good !

met up with huiting head to PS

and watch my kids central favourite after mirumo

' WINX CLUB'

its so nice ! although we are flooded with kids.

but who cares ! i am a kiddy ( maybe kiddo ) .

everyone is fucked up with troubles lately but don't worry !

i have a supa big ear ((:

i love the christmas decor lights that glow in the dark. it conforts me .

and makes me smile !

SMILE HUMANS

2008-11-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

Bunka , Ueda and Kobe . nihonjin o issai ka? argn

went to The Central at clarke Quey to like search for retail jobs but i don't like all the apparel. HAHA

went bugis. took neooprints ! and wandered around.

and

i am bored !

merry 1st KELE !

lastly i really want to watch TWILIGHT
decode by paramore is so addicting !

2008-11-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

watched Beverly Hills CHIHUAHUA with ting at vivo.

its soooo nice !

and FIFI is a mixed chihuahua with maltese !

To FiFi

fifi is te cutest dog i have ever seen and last seen.
he gets emo when we go out.
he sweep his tail in full speed when we came home or woke up in the morning.
he jumps around hoping us to play with him.
he is white with 2 big watery eyes.
he is so cutie little small and its damn hugable than soft toys.
he will try to make mak ehis way into our lap when we sat down.
he bark real hard at strangers although he is small but really mighty.
he is loyal and gets jealous easily.
he only eat when we feed him right into his mouth.
he hear me cry and laugh
he keep my fear off in lates night
he bites my homework
he love tissues.
he is damn sensitive to sound and movements.
he is great.

seeing this cute little fifi makes my reason to go on everyday.
i have promised him to keep him safe with all i can.

fifi is more than a companion. (:
he is my life.

okay and below is my cam whored photos . like always.

2008-11-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

shiawase. happiness . i seem to have heard that before. but not now.

holidays is so so boring and mundane !

why is TWILIGHT showing on 21st nov in US whihc is like the day after tmr and 18th dec for Singapore? argn. GDI

i can't wait !

paramore is so loved ! DECODE .

discovered lots of cool songs !

Since you've been gone- A Day to Remember : this version is damn great ! i am loving it !

lips of an angel- Hinder : its good the tempo and lyrics but it feels like buckcherry.

decode-Paramore : paramore ~ i love them ! their new song from twilight soundtrack. paramore is offically my fav band.

sober-P!nk : pink is cool, pink rocks , pink does everything better than others (: its pink man !

Gimme Chemcials- The pink spider : this song is really cute . the chorus is super addictive.

Le Disko - Shiny Toy Guns : watch this music video. i love the video. and the music of this song.

still got lots more. but saying mor emakes my entry so boring !

my blog is kinda boring . cos my life is all about music and fashion.

2008-11-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

i didn;t go for my appointment at funan kimage. too lazy !
shall cut next week !

meeting daryl for his hair cut but i prepared too early and i started snapping and fall asleep. HAHA

and once again, i was late. HAHA

KDKDKKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKDKD

CLOVER ! support CLOVER ((: at far east level 3 !

saw fidelis and said hi. hahas.

went back fusion and went hoem.

any retail jobs to intro humans?

i am starting to miss school. so contradicting !

my chapped lips.(btw its effect)

2008-11-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

and HOORAY it;s ifnally like over !
fashion and music is my life. abit orbi uh but i swear i can't leave without them !
and lecturers is loved. can't imagine i am saying this .

LET'S GET LOUD !

TWILIGHT

check this out man.
vampire love story. excited !
and and the guy is the harry potter senior right? HANDSOME SIA
and and the soundtrack ! HAS PARAMORE ! so happy ! 2 songs by paramore
i am going to the library tomorrow nd borrow that book ! so cool !
I LOVE VAMPY i mean those hadnsome and harmless ofcourse.

updates of my life
nothing much happen except my sleepless days are over.

gotta cut my hair tmr !

2008-11-09T02:34:00.000+08:00

dear diary,

its time for countdown !
4 more days ! thanks ting and jeline so touched ! always encourage me ((:
i will do my best for you two !

high schooh muscical3 with je and itng yesterday.
zac efron is the most perfect man on earth?
when he stripe the whole cinema goes like ' oh my god. so beautiful'
we are like laughing out loud. SO FUNNY

school today even its a saturday !
but din do much.

itunes playing crack the shutter-the snow patrol.
crack the shutters open wide~

i will be back on wednesday !

2008-11-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

dear diary,

i just want to be happy !

now they even want to stop me from laughing? WTF is wrong with them.
i love may (: thanks for telling me.

i guess i really has no choice but to fake it till i get it.

2008-11-02T03:39:00.000+08:00

dear diary,

i have been search for words to use but i still end up with

busy.

i just yearn for my holidays !

KD didn't call today ! ): ahahahas!

harry potter half blood prince is coming ! voldermort will gain his darkest power and dumledore will die. how i wish he could stay to see the ending. saddening episode !

pink 'funhouse' album is out ! every song is so nice ~ i have all the album song in itunes now ! HOOT! i love p!nk ! and katy perry. lady gaga just suck.

i think i have nothing better to blog till my hols is here.

12nov ! my death day. my god. D&W will kill me for sure !
and its my dad's 9th death anniversary. hope i can do it first and rush to pray.

okay off to sleep . tmr will be another kuku day.
need to attend my cousin baby 1month celebration and night need to go some pray thing.
BORED.

2008-10-26T01:17:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

sewing in school.
tummy suddenly hurts so headed home.
missed KDKDKDKD. don't be troubled. (: cheerup !

2 more weeks ! just hold on and everything will be fine.

alot of people birthday on 25th october i realised.
merry birthday STEPH
merry birthday XIAO PANG
merry birthday MAGDELENE
merry birthday F

i love KATY PERRY ! she's hot !

2008-10-25T02:02:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

merry birthday to who whom can't be name (:

met jeline after my school.

ent jack's place . saw auntie ! my god. its been a year? heard shawna is a beautician now.

last year work colleague (: i wonders hows everyone.

went shopped around town . fareast of course. KDKDKDKDKDKD.

i love people watch. drank abit and my face became monkey butt.

BUT i am not drunk. every Friday go chill k buddies !

Saturday and i have to go back school ):

oh ya and i really got barred from assessment. PATTERN MAKING.

phew i never did all the patterns yet !

KD is addicting. HAHA

night pluto !

an idiotic hand.

monkey butt-ED face

2008-10-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

presentation presentation and more presentation !

3 more weeks . ! GOD? help me !

i want to be like angelynn . play hard work hard !

((:

KD ! HAHAHAS

2008-10-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

a new week starts with my sis new lappy webcam (:

i guess its time i follow my heart .

2008-10-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

3 more weeks left ! and i got debar letter. i am dead.
but i will still try my best in these 3weeks ! ((:
thats school.

went for proj yeterday in chris house at punngol.
punggol is so like a happy land.
they arelike living in the world of their own .
soso separated from this urban world.
there are toad flying around, people line dancing everywhere.
and the buildings there is like all the same !
a cool place.

yesterday i finally went to find keida in far east.
thanks for turning round and round with me in fareast while i wait for jeline.and for the sweet you put onto my palm. what a gemini taurus. a funny guy. HAHA

met jeline and went for prata ! HOOT !
i am so happy yesterday but what a sad day today. HAHA. gtg out ! smile everybody !

2008-10-16T12:09:00.001+08:00

blogging in workplace.
woot eating my Mc wasabi meal.

微笑する私の理由である
you are the reason for my smile(:
HOHOHOHO

stressed out in school.
i hate school but i am very in love with fashion(:

lockdown-kanye west. the radio is playing. argn i dun like hiphop and rnb.

2008-10-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

wtf ! the things i just blogged gone due to error
IDIOT

2008-10-13T00:44:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

today today today
went chinatoown kbox with Jeline.
i noe its KUKU. but nevermind as long as i get to sing. HAHA
i love paramore ! oh we started singing oldies ! F4, SHE, all rojak came out.
fun fun.
another weekend passed and i hate weekdays . school just ARGN !

omg why did they use WIN. HAHAHAHAH

spot JELINE !

2008-10-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

a day with my besties. huiting and jeline .

feel like falling in love upon seeing jeline. HAHA

but singlehood is still prefered. HOHO.

i like MC wasabi . hoot !

oh ! and i bought KATE eyeliner and new torqoiuse contact lens.

my eyeliner is like totall nomore and i admit i can't live w/o my eyeliner.

i need more KA-CHING KA-CHING $$

HUHUHU !

CURRY-SAN at compass point is nice ! (:

2008-10-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

yesterday movie with sister and daryl .
we bought the 'BURN AFTER READING' ticket cuz i thought it will be funny.

but so omg . i felt so turn off by the show. i don't know what the hell they are talking.

so we sneak into 'EAGLE EYE'.

its so much better. and the guy is so heeheeehee. cute sial !

and today i overslept for sports day. ):

went katib . erm i don't think its spelled this way . hoho

steph luxuan jas kei michelle and kei's ben joined .

MC BREAKFAST. hoot !

bugis shop but the weather sucks lah. hot hot and more hotness .

oh we arcaded . fun ley ! bishi bashi i want to become a pro ! HAHA .

nd i just woke up from a night nap. is there 9 sun in Singapore ? even night is hot.

and sorry ah zhu never go for your chatlet. ((:

2008-10-09T12:20:00.001+08:00

dear diary,

HOHOHO . i am back !
livejournal is the most NOT user friendly blog system .
blogger is so much better .

my life is somehow the same almost everyday .
school everyday , work on thursday , meeting jeline and huiting as usual .

oh ! tmr is nafa sports day ! omg its been a year .
last year we are like in sentosa . but this year at some kuku yishun bottle tree PARK?

and i am writing at my work place .

i am repeating a song over and over again. addicting.
THE MAN THAT CAN'T BE MOVE-THE SCRIPT. its soo nicey !

can someone treat me to avenged sevenfold concert ?

i love my mom !

FIFI bite me ! but i think he is the cutest dog on earth . my husbend.i just asked him to marry me.

the girl that is falling so in love. HAHAHA !

2008-10-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya !

school . i think my sewing can just go and fuck itself . so so lagged behind .

met up with jelineee at town .
we tried out McDonalds wasabi fries . OMG its damnn nice ! addicted .
one pack a day keeps the sumo away .
hanged around . went bugis . talk crap sing song . marry shag shoot . hahaha !

i am tired .

miss julie from school ):
school is so damn meaningless .

2008-10-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

random

2008-10-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

i am sick . ):

julie please don't quit ):

2008-09-30T15:51:00.000+08:00

deb just said that i failed attendance for at keast 4 subjects .

sorry mom .

i still have to be happy cos' thats teeyuyan. the girl that cannot be beaten down.

i jus tried out illustrator. hahahas

2008-09-30T01:56:00.000+08:00

12 tissues filled with mucus is dangling around my lappy .
swallowed panadol cold relief tablets .
i am so catching a flu .

'if you want to burn yourself ,remember that I LOVE YOU
if you wan to kill yourself , remember that I LOVE YOU '

jus a verse from loose lips-kimya dawson

i am so random

back to typing report mode

2008-09-28T13:17:00.000+08:00

everyone is going to the F1 race ):
i want to see voom voom too !

me and jas like wanted to go school but the school is not even open can.
and the weather is like melting us.
we jus slacked around bugis.
jas and fendy went town
i stayed with sis
then slacked again

and jeline is finally off from her f1 work.
so we went cathay for 'HOUSE BUNNY' at 0115.
omg nice ! HAHA so bimbo. HAHAHA but very funny ! thumbs up ! HEH

my fav ichigo bliss. HAHA

1,2,3,4-PLAIN WHITE T's
check this out ! v nice.
theres only 1thing2do3wrods4you~ i love you~

2008-09-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

omg alot just happened in one fuck week.

i think i slept less than 12 hours in a week. work and more work.
is like the first week of school can.
the feel is really on the verge alr but you know there are people you can't let down.

deb hates us
i think william thought we couldn't do it
may was kind enough
angelynn was even kinder
pm sucks my socks off
sewing gotta no better
clarrisa is lagged

i feel like a walking zombie . finally i got time to blog and rest for a day?
i should have seen it coming.

i like KENLEY in project runway 5. hahahas

2008-09-20T02:30:00.000+08:00

I CUT MY HAIR ! hahahas

jeline bought me to CLOVER . the hairstylist KEIDA not bad ((: HAHAs

spent up all my pay in 2 days ! cool uh . ARGN .

we shopped around. settled down for thai express .

oh and sam joined in . we acc him to buy his photoshoot crops .

then we pooled at hougang kpool .

2 more days left !

2008-09-18T12:47:00.000+08:00

i am bored at work so i took out my phone ,
and took photos of myself ! omg

3 more days to school ):

i think channel5 like sucks can . project runway alr have season 5 now they are only showing season 4 . but thats okay cos i can see christian siriano ! HEH and his fierce hair. HAHA

spring 09 is out . till now i think i like luella best . as a fact i only seen 5 so HAHA i don't think i can comment much .

2008-09-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

HOLA

feel like changing blogskins again. am BORED.
eat sleep sleep eat then sleep again.

went fusion
hang around
and watch ' 4BIA ' with daryl.

1 makes you never will sms with a stranger. you never know where is them. they might be just beside you !

2 stop bullies ! you might end up gorging your eyes out. VOMIT. ARGN

3 GAYS are funny .HAHA.

4 don't mess with a married guy ! you might end up kneeling dead.

went home with sis after her work .

2008-09-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

i feel like i am a robot.
for fuck sake i am doing things the same everyday!

A LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN .
the mv makes me high. HAHAHAS evil.

2008-09-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

HOLA

JELINE I WANT PHOTOS

watched ' BOYS OVER FLOWER FINAL'
if you have watched the drama . the final is nice !
OGURI SHUN is the handsome-est guy ever and ever.
i love japanese films! and and more coming up!

we have like no mood to shop today and time pass like fuck slow.
linger around and went bugis,
saw sam . HAHA. and he just introduced me a webbie that make us into 60s.i look quite pretty uh. KIREI DE-SU-YO!

and and me and je is like having jap fever speaking jap and we do it quite well!

arcaded in bugis. the bashing pervert;killing mice;separate lovers;more!

itunes at this moment is rolling
TIRE SWING-KIMYA DAWSON.
is from JUNO soundtrack. VERY CUTE SONG.

my holidays is ending and i am so bored and did nothing! )):

2008-09-11T12:14:00.001+08:00

HOLA

i think i finally starting to see this world without you.FINALLY

i am blogging at fusion now. its like empty and the radio is playing
plush-stone temple pilots. cute band name.HAH

yesterday was K BOX-ING with jeline.
HIGH. i love singing thats what you get , thats not my name and who knew. HIGH SIA.
HAHAS.

if i am not a fashion designer i will be a PUNK ROCK STAR.HAHAHS

had fun with jeline.

since you taught me so much. i think i shall do something in return.
try and open your heart to people. stop thinking about whos best in a matter of fact it doesn't matter.
goodbye my almost lover.

2008-09-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

HO

i am blogging at point mac with huiting.
slacking in process ~

ytd watched WALL.E with mom
omg its so nice! so cute! WU-WA-E. E-VA.
the MOP clean here clean there so cute! HAHAHAS.
directive-

went fusion find sis.
arcaded

everyday is so boring!
tmr kbox with jeline! YAY
friday picnic with jasmine! HOH.
i want make sandwich!

HEE

i am in love with new goth and punk now. HAH

i am in love with TOKIO HOTEL. WOOHOO. try listening to their MONSOON. NICE LEY

in love with the lead in PARAMORE.

2008-09-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

omg the song is so addicting.
SUPERMAN

你别在这睡
你怎么哭着脸
谁叫你还搞不清楚
我跟你的差别
Yeah 我是 Superman
Yeah 我是 Superman
Yeah 我是 Superman
Yeah 你是 Loser

2008-09-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin ! YAY

my saturday passed with ting in kovan mac.
played pool arcaded. our new invention'FA XIE TONG' HAH

omg i watch 'LAN QIU HUO.hot shot' till 6 in the morning.
fuck funny. off to episode 4. omg. HAHA.

2008-09-06T00:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TIRED
completed my catalogue and prints.SATISFIED

everyday seems so boring keeping to the same routine.

i am in love with THE TING TINGS and PARAMORE.
greatDJ.WOO.

i just want to be ok~

2008-09-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

it was till yesterday that i finally gave up. HAH

watched MY SASSY GIRL with daryl jasmine don nelson and their gf.
nice show!
maybe not that best compare to the korean version.
meaningful words.
'stay to see how the story ends' omg so sad.

work today.
jeline came. woo.
if i had to watch my life on the screen,iwonder how will it end.

I WANT GO TO THE F1 RACE):
I WANT TO WATCH WALL.E
I WANT TO WATCH HANAYORI DANGO FINAL.

my elmo is back(:

bought a face lifting essence and a coin pouch for mom birthday.
sis's honey came and celebrated tgt. the second guy that step into our house.HAH
i love you mom. more than i love myself(:
i know you are getting old but please don't leave me.

okay i am skipping sewing tmr! last day of shcool?

out of boredem

2008-09-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

i am tired freak,

omg school is like opened for 7weeks alr and i finally saw ivan.HAHA

for once debra class was not so saddening.

and angelynn is loved.

gogogo 2 more days to break!

2008-09-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

ytd
acc ting go rebond.
the world is small. same hairstylist hah.

today school was quite positive. WOO.finally .
went spolight and find ting.
see you cry makes me see me in you.
it makes me sad too. brace up!

2008-08-31T04:06:00.000+08:00

omg there are like more than 10 tissues absorbed with my tears on the table
i need to vent out my saddness

ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND. a japanese drama
why did the robot die? omg.
why do love has to hurt?
EMO
why do i feel pain in my left chest. it feels like i am the only one standing on earth.

tmr will be better!with more swollen eyes. ):

2008-08-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

school work fucked me upside down.!@#$%

went vivo with jeline
watched CYBORG SHE
fucking nice! the storyline although is complicated but its interesting.
with a gorgeous girl and a pretty boy.
and and its funny too!

happy bastday to you~*shaking my head* HAHAHAS.
and lastly it will make you cry.
why do i always cry when i wath movie with jeline or huiting but i wun cry with others?
maybe they are the one that i really showed my emotions.thanks for being there for me always.HAHAHAS weird uh suddenly link to this.HAHA

oh ya angry ytd we are like running for the last train but didn't catchit.
so we took nr.
need to walk from hg point. ERXIN.

okay later meeting jasmine to go IT fair and hunt daryl down.HAHA

2008-08-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

school spotlight xinwangcafe poolfusion home.

school. we discussed proj! feels fruitful.

spotlight.bought 3 fabrics.

xingwang.hey dan zhao fan.with pork floss.

poolfusion. a place i can't live without?

home.loving it.

i want ot watch WALL.E. )): its out.

i hope school will get better.

2008-08-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

i have tried my best but she don't even bother to look.
i am trying hard to be strong.

watched DEATH RACE with jasmine fendy daryl.
omg its the best movie of the year.
fucking nice can. those 'don't watch will regret' kind of show.
nice graphic nice plot nice story nice effect. cool fuck.
WALL.E. 2 more days! YAY

i am tired.
if i can hope for something now, bring me to somewhere faraway from here and start over.

2008-08-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

1.The person who tagged you is : KEI NG YENGI
2.Your relationship with her is : scandal.HAHAS
3.Your five impression of her : , FUNNY, CHEERFUL, BITCHY , FLIRTY , HAPPY
4.The most memorable thing she had done for you : upon seeing jetstream she will thought of me.HOHO
5.The most memorable thing she said to you : 'i'll teach you how to flirt.'HEE
6.If she become your lover, you will : betray her.HAHAHAS
7.If she become your lover, thing she has to improve on will be: not so flirtatious
8.If she become your enemy, you will : sneak into her room and shave her a botak.
9.If she become your enemy, the reason will be : she is more happy than me!
10.The most desire thing you want to do for her now is : pray for her not to feel fainty always.
11.Your overall impression of her is : FUNNY
12.How you think people around you will feel about you? : a freak that laugh for nothing.
13.The characteristics you love about yourself : HAPPY!
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are : say hurtful things without knowing.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is : vivienne westwood's daughter.
16.The people that care and like you, say something to them : please continue to care me.
17. Pass this quiz to 5 ppl you wished to know how they feel about you:

HUITING

JELINE

KEI

Jasmine

Julie

2008-08-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

merry 18th ben!
went to KSP for his birthday. drink drank but not drunk.HAHA

school today. PON again.
we are the pon school QUEENS

omg an di dyed my hair super shocking red ytd
made my batheroom a mess .
its even lighter than the photo.

i think we are in the deborah's blacklist. fuck lah.
hate teacher
hate school.

see the hand. omfg